what do you want

- They keep asking me "What do you want from this workshop? What do you want?". I'm not telling them what I want.
I want to move back home.
I want to hug my wife.
Protect my children, protect my daughter.
I want to move on.
I want to apologise.
To everyone.
Want to go to the theatre.
I want to take clean cups out of the dishwasher and put them in the cupboard at home...
...and the next morning, I want to watch my wife drink from them.
And I want to make her feel good.
I want to make her orgasm again.
And again.

- I just want to cry. All the time.